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[03 Apr 2006|01:13am] |
I need to get some thoughts out, what better way than this thing espically since its been years since i posted in this shit.
Im so excitied that summer is coming up again, last summer was one of the best times in my life and i will never forget it and the people that made it what it was. Chase living across the street from me and when it was storming how i made him run all the way to my apt to come get me because i was to scared to run across the street myself. Aimee coming over and being all crazy with my kitty trying to cut its head off in the fan. haha. jk.. put she almost did. it was good times. I hope that this summer tops it.
Hopefully tho, around June or so... I will be leaving this shit town and be leaving for california. Me and chase got offered to come live some people that he knows and they would house and everythign we needed until we got on track there and we would be idiots to pass up this oppurtunity. If not tho for sure my ass is gone to GR. Im not staying in flint. There is nothing here for me. Besides the wonderful people i have met here.. but even some of them are shady and need to be left behinde. This place blows.
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[08 Feb 2006|03:04am] |
Im back to not sleeping again. Or if i do get tired its not until like 5 am. I dont know what to do.
I bought Minus The Bear tickets yesterday IM SO EXCITIED.. i cannot wait to see them. I LOVE THEM. i havent really decided who i want to take.. i kind of have someone in mind but um i dont how well that is going to work out. At least right now i have something to look forward to since everything else is complete shit right now.
My car is going to get fixed tomorrow i cant wait until i have ol' bessie back. I feel so locked down and i hate it. I cant wait until next tuesday when it should be done!
Circle Takes the Square is the 9th. I think mr. pants and I are going.. does anyone else want to hitch along tickets are 8 bucks and its in lansing. I really want to go.
Life for me is just really weird right now, and i dont think i like it. I dont feel like im in place or where i should. I dont even know what im suppose to really be doing right now and i hate it. I just got completley ruined i guess and now im just lost and i dont know what to do. I just really need somoene i can talk to, that i feel i can trust and i have no one. After shit went down with .. yeah. i started to realize how people really are, and people really arnt nice and not all there cracked up to be and i dont like it. hmm. id ont know, im not getting to much into it.
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[05 Feb 2006|08:50pm] |
I have came to the realization that i have really bad luck. Today as i am driving home from Ryan's house and i am about to get on the 69 ramp.. i end up in the ditch because the snow drifted a patch of shit onto the road which therefor made me spun out of control and end up in the ditch... ha so then i look ahead of me i notice another car in front of me and this man is helping him by using his hugofied truck to pull him out.. so i get out of my car and go talk to the man of the hour and as im waiting for him to get set up and help pull me out.. ANOTHER car flies around the on ramp and spins out of control and hits the ass end of my car... and i just looked at that dude and was like are you fucking serious.. it was shitty. so then it turned out I thought the only thing was wrong with my car was that the tire was just blown out.. but nope that asshole hit my car pretty hard and the whole fucking axel, wheel and everything is bent.. BUT other than that.. this weekend was fucking crazy and i loved every second of it.
I dont know what i am going to do now because um.. I did just quit my job at the ol borders and now im kind of sorry that i did because im fucking broke, have no car and no way to fix my car. gay. gay. gay.
yup but all i have to say is this weekend hopefully is gonna be a fun ass time. the 11th man,.. hopefully then everything will just be a fun times.
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[13 Jan 2006|11:33pm] |
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i cant believe everything that has happened tonight. i guess there really is no other way to go but up from here. aaron abbott is the biggest coward ive ever met in my entire life. not only has everything that has came out of his mouth was a big fucking load of shit but also he is the most ignorant immature bastard i have ever met. i can not believe that someone would do something that fucking terriable to someone and act like its nothing i mean.. what i dont desereve to fucking know the truth that he had to keep lying to me because oh wait thats all aaron abbott knows how to do. I can only think of what he is going to be doing when rick makes him read this because its fucking swartz creek and all anyone ever does around here is fucking talk about each other.. but what aaron is gonna be doing while he is reading this is probably laughing to himself or out loud and having other bastards read this and pass it off as nothing and think that i was the problem when really he is the asshole.
i fucking did everything i could for that mother fucker and what do i get fucking lied to.. its like i dont even deserve to be told the fucking truth of him fucking another woman and that he didnt met her through tylar that he met her by going up to the mall all the time and asking her to hang out. GROW SOME FUCKING BALLS AARON ABBOTT. its fucking funny how i thought you were someone special and someone fucking great.. when really he really is the biggest fucking piece of shit in the whole world and i know that has not only came out of my mouth but kellys to.
i just hope that he fucking gets whats coming to him and im there to fucking witness it so i can laugh. NO ONE will ever do as much as i have fucking done for him ESPICALLY not a fucking 17 year old girl. What does rick todd inspire him that much that he has to date high schoolers no matter how old he gets. In the words of tabitha and nate "he fucking had everything and he didnt even realize it"
ONE LAST THING: Rick, please make sure aaron reads this.. k thanks.
FUCK YOU AARON ABBOTT. oh and if i ever see you or your car or her ever again... im going to fucking kick the shit out of both of you and your fucking windows will be bashed out.
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[08 Jan 2006|01:22pm] |
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i start school at baker tomorrow.. im a little scared im sure it will be okay but i hate school.. and i still havent gotten my books like an idiot and will have to do it early before i go to class but i dont know.. im just a little scared.. im cant believe im actually doing this.. ah oh well i suppose. So i got the sweetest tat done a few days ago i must say ryan from consolidated is the best man ever not only did he give me string cheese.. but he is hooking me up fat. oh and its not really even finished yet so sometime next week it will be. but its fucking amazing already. check it out. oh yeah and one of the photos is really huge and im to lazy to downsize them. i will post more when its actually finished.
( hugo tits man.. im telling you )
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[20 Dec 2005|12:23am] |
I never actually realized how happy i was living on my own in that butt hole of an apt that i lived in. I was actually the happiest ive been. Just when i think back on it.. it was such a good part of my life and im super glad to have it with me and I wish that i had it again. So many good times came out of there and at the time they didnt really mean anything but now i think about it and its like ha that was such an awesome time.. and it makes me really sad. I need to find a roomate or something so i can move soon. I really want to have that again. I love my grandparents to death for everything they have done for me and letting me live here with them.. but its just not the same. Although If i cannot find someone chances are i wont be able to do this. I really miss that.
I signed up for school. Which i will be going to Baker full time for nursing. ha who would of thought i would be a nurse. Im actually really excitied to do this though. I feel like im doing something good with my life and this is what i should be doing.
I dont know what else to say.
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[03 Mar 2004|03:05pm] |
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